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First, sorry for being that inactive either on DA and on my facebook fanpage -.- Lot of things happened and I need to talk about it lol

I've talk a lot about my anorexia problem on Deviantart and what I was going trough, well it's now worst than ever (lost another 10 pounds...). I did get the energy to go to Katsucon (which was awesome thanks to all my friends) but after it everything went down. I don't have the energy to do anything, I can't work and even spending time with friends is hard.

Good news, I move to Montreal and I'll now be treated at the Douglas Institute ( It's been around 1 year since I called them to be on the waiting list and now I'll finally follow a therapy there (I already started!). Bad news, I can't work at all (no energy, no concentration, everythings is so heavy...) so money is running out but I have hope that things will get better, I need to stay positive :) I'm writting about it because a lot of people don't understand why I'm so distant or why I don't answer their email/message/text. Seriously I tend to forget about it or don't even have the energy to do it.... It's been so long since I want to write a DA journal entry and I just...never do it -.- 

I want to thanks everybody for supporting me in that horrible problem because yeah it's an horrible problem and there's too much people stuck in it. I wish I could help people that are going trough the same thing as me :( Life is so short and we should enjoy every moment of it, we don't need to waste our time on obsessing with food and weight...I think it's so sad but at the same time i'm stuck in this as well and with cosplay as a hobby, it's hard to get out of it -.- 

I still got cosplay plans and I'll be going to Otakuthon 2014 :) I'll post my project list and progress pictures when I got something done! Promise ;) 

I hope everybody is happy and I love all of you <3

GebGeb xxxx
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retromegahero Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
we all have demons we fight , its about realising that the food you eat makes you stronger and improves your body mind and soul rather than doing the opposite. I used to have body dysmorphia and felt overweight , ugly and no matter what i ate or how i trained i didn't feel better and didn't love my body . in truth i was slim toned and muscular but it took me a while to understand that to get good things out you first have to put good things in . 

eat well, enjoy your life and be happy with your body , you are a beautiful person inside and out , your not alone in how you feel and there's a world , galaxy and universe of energy to guide you . 

you need any advice on healthy eating let me know 

Damien-the-Ogre Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Having only just come across your work I was sorry to read this. It is always a shame to find a creative person laid low by ill health; I have been struggling with depression for several years so can empathise somewhat with your struggle, although your condition is injurious to your physical as well as mental health. 
All the best to you and I hope you will get the support you need to overcome your condition soon. 
Shmuberry Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I love you so much<3 you know I'm always here to support you!
like I said before, I'm sure you'll probably help at least one person by sharing one person, if not yourself <3 
GarrodWindfang Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Your pictures and creations are beautiful, but it's way more important to take care of yourself. We can wait as long as it takes. :)
Dokilly Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Keep fighting! The "after" is worth it I promise :heart:
the-mirror-melts Featured By Owner May 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Wishing you all the best. You're working hard to get better and that's what matters.
See you at Otakuthon.
Zichee Featured By Owner May 20, 2014
Nice, I live in Montreal also by the way!
Anyway it's understandable that you're unable to get replies from us, don't worry. ^^; Give yourself a break, and gl with everything else. :hug:
Can't wait to see your cosplay plans!
Zichee Featured By Owner May 21, 2014
*Stay strong. Hope you can get as much support as you need. :huggle:
Take care! And as everyone else says.
Hope to see you at Otakuthon!
paws4thot Featured By Owner May 20, 2014
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: ... One to be taken as required.
silverhammer Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
simakai Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter

Je suis contente que tu aies pu avoir ta place à l'institut, et j'espère que tu vas pouvoir remonter la pente! Lâche pas!
Zachg56 Featured By Owner May 19, 2014
You'll beat it...I'm sure of it!
Rin-Uzuki Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey Geb! It's good to hear from you, thanks for letting us know what's going on. I hope the treatment helps! (And I've heard Montreal is a nice place.)
LaSalvi Featured By Owner May 19, 2014
C'est déjà une belle étape de franchie, avoir été cherché de l'aide. Maintenant que ta thérapie a commencé, ça ne peut qu'aller mieux, non?
Je suis fière de toi ma belle, keep fighting 'till you're the one on top!

On se voit à Otakuthon :) 
Flanna Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
*câlin* Reste forte Geb!! Courage! Tu es sur la bonne voie :) J'espère te revoir bientôt tout de même xxxx
maverickdelta Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer

Please take care of yourself!

Why don't we meet sometime?  :)
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