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First, sorry for being that inactive either on DA and on my facebook fanpage -.- Lot of things happened and I need to talk about it lol
I've talk a lot about my anorexia problem on Deviantart and what I was going trough, well it's now worst than ever (lost another 10 pounds...). I did get the energy to go to Katsucon (which was awesome thanks to all my friends) but after it everything went down. I don't have the energy to do anything, I can't work and even spending time with friends is hard.
Good news, I move to Montreal and I'll now be treated at the Douglas Institute (www.douglas.qc.ca/?locale=en) It's been around 1 year since I called them to be on the waiting list and now I'll finally follow a therapy there (I already started!). Bad news, I can't work at all (no energy, no concentration, everythings is so heavy...) so money is running out but I have hope that things will get better, I need to stay positive I'm writting about it because a lot of people don't understand why I'm so distant or why I don't answer their email/message/text. Seriously I tend to forget about it or don't even have the energy to do it.... It's been so long since I want to write a DA journal entry and I just...never do it -.-
I want to thanks everybody for supporting me in that horrible problem because yeah it's an horrible problem and there's too much people stuck in it. I wish I could help people that are going trough the same thing as me Life is so short and we should enjoy every moment of it, we don't need to waste our time on obsessing with food and weight...I think it's so sad but at the same time i'm stuck in this as well and with cosplay as a hobby, it's hard to get out of it -.-
I still got cosplay plans and I'll be going to Otakuthon 2014 I'll post my project list and progress pictures when I got something done! Promise
I hope everybody is happy and I love all of you <3
GebGeb xxxx
I've talk a lot about my anorexia problem on Deviantart and what I was going trough, well it's now worst than ever (lost another 10 pounds...). I did get the energy to go to Katsucon (which was awesome thanks to all my friends) but after it everything went down. I don't have the energy to do anything, I can't work and even spending time with friends is hard.
Good news, I move to Montreal and I'll now be treated at the Douglas Institute (www.douglas.qc.ca/?locale=en) It's been around 1 year since I called them to be on the waiting list and now I'll finally follow a therapy there (I already started!). Bad news, I can't work at all (no energy, no concentration, everythings is so heavy...) so money is running out but I have hope that things will get better, I need to stay positive I'm writting about it because a lot of people don't understand why I'm so distant or why I don't answer their email/message/text. Seriously I tend to forget about it or don't even have the energy to do it.... It's been so long since I want to write a DA journal entry and I just...never do it -.-
I want to thanks everybody for supporting me in that horrible problem because yeah it's an horrible problem and there's too much people stuck in it. I wish I could help people that are going trough the same thing as me Life is so short and we should enjoy every moment of it, we don't need to waste our time on obsessing with food and weight...I think it's so sad but at the same time i'm stuck in this as well and with cosplay as a hobby, it's hard to get out of it -.-
I still got cosplay plans and I'll be going to Otakuthon 2014 I'll post my project list and progress pictures when I got something done! Promise
I hope everybody is happy and I love all of you <3
GebGeb xxxx
Before the year ends!
Been a while since I wrote something there, I'm not very active anymore...even on my facebook fanpage ^^'' Sorry for that...
I want to thank everyone for all the kind and encouraging comments on my last journal (I've delete it for personnal reasons), all your words gave me a lot of courage :) Sadly the problem is still there....oh well :p
On a positive note, I hope everyone had a great christmas! :) What did you get? Here's the gifts I got, it was such a great christmas ^^
I can't wait to read the Witcher books! I'm so happy to have receive that <3 And I need more Frozen stuff :P
Otakuthon was super great! I did finish Asuka in time an
Daily Deviation!!!!
Wow I just realized I haven't wrote a journal after Anime north O.o My bad ^^''
Our princesses group and Rapunzel had a huge success at Anime North! Can't wait to receive the shoot pictures by ~alucardleashed (https://www.deviantart.com/alucardleashed)
I'm writting a journal just to say thank you to everyone for the Daily Deviation, especially :iconZichee: (for suggesting me), :iconpullingcandy: (for featuring me) and of course :iconalucardleashed: for the wonderful pictures! Garnet came to life because of him and I'm very grateful :)
It was one of my dream to get a DD and now it happened! I don't know what to say beside that I'll work hard to make more costumes and get my DA a
Super overdue pre-Anime North journal!
Yeah....it's been a while, like always (I should take more care of my account.) Things have been pretty rough for the past 8 months, my boyfriend mother learned she has cancer and at the end of march she died. All those 8 months were hard and i'm pretty weird with my emotions right now. I always been a very fragile person and all of this really put me down.
I don't know how I manage to finish Rapunzel but I did O.o You can see progress pictures on my cosplay page: https://www.facebook.com/pages/GebGeb-Cosplay/198319030217259
It's not as perfect as I wanted it to, I let go of some details and the finition is not really as good as I do usuall
G-Anime 2013 + Going to AN 2013
I'll just wrote a quick journal about G-anime 2013, If I don't do it now I'll never do it.
I want to thanks all my friends there, expecially ~CelticSakura (https://www.deviantart.com/celticsakura) (she's the one who convinced me to come), for showing me how much cosplay and going to conventions is fun! With all the competition and how the community is right now... I forgot about it and wanted to drop everything! I love you all :3 It was so much fun seeing all of you there!
I did 2 panels with :iconCelticSakura: (She was a guest there this year!) and I just loved it! I love explaining things, answering questions and learning from others. As for now I really want to do more pane
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we all have demons we fight , its about realising that the food you eat makes you stronger and improves your body mind and soul rather than doing the opposite. I used to have body dysmorphia and felt overweight , ugly and no matter what i ate or how i trained i didn't feel better and didn't love my body . in truth i was slim toned and muscular but it took me a while to understand that to get good things out you first have to put good things in .
eat well, enjoy your life and be happy with your body , you are a beautiful person inside and out , your not alone in how you feel and there's a world , galaxy and universe of energy to guide you .
you need any advice on healthy eating let me know
Gav
eat well, enjoy your life and be happy with your body , you are a beautiful person inside and out , your not alone in how you feel and there's a world , galaxy and universe of energy to guide you .
you need any advice on healthy eating let me know
Gav