What's happening with me (cause it's been a while)

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First, sorry for being that inactive either on DA and on my facebook fanpage -.- Lot of things happened and I need to talk about it lol

I've talk a lot about my anorexia problem on Deviantart and what I was going trough, well it's now worst than ever (lost another 10 pounds...). I did get the energy to go to Katsucon (which was awesome thanks to all my friends) but after it everything went down. I don't have the energy to do anything, I can't work and even spending time with friends is hard.

Good news, I move to Montreal and I'll now be treated at the Douglas Institute (www.douglas.qc.ca/?locale=en) It's been around 1 year since I called them to be on the waiting list and now I'll finally follow a therapy there (I already started!). Bad news, I can't work at all (no energy, no concentration, everythings is so heavy...) so money is running out but I have hope that things will get better, I need to stay positive :) I'm writting about it because a lot of people don't understand why I'm so distant or why I don't answer their email/message/text. Seriously I tend to forget about it or don't even have the energy to do it.... It's been so long since I want to write a DA journal entry and I just...never do it -.- 

I want to thanks everybody for supporting me in that horrible problem because yeah it's an horrible problem and there's too much people stuck in it. I wish I could help people that are going trough the same thing as me :( Life is so short and we should enjoy every moment of it, we don't need to waste our time on obsessing with food and weight...I think it's so sad but at the same time i'm stuck in this as well and with cosplay as a hobby, it's hard to get out of it -.- 

I still got cosplay plans and I'll be going to Otakuthon 2014 :) I'll post my project list and progress pictures when I got something done! Promise ;) 

I hope everybody is happy and I love all of you <3

GebGeb xxxx
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we all have demons we fight , its about realising that the food you eat makes you stronger and improves your body mind and soul rather than doing the opposite. I used to have body dysmorphia and felt overweight , ugly and no matter what i ate or how i trained i didn't feel better and didn't love my body . in truth i was slim toned and muscular but it took me a while to understand that to get good things out you first have to put good things in . 

eat well, enjoy your life and be happy with your body , you are a beautiful person inside and out , your not alone in how you feel and there's a world , galaxy and universe of energy to guide you . 

you need any advice on healthy eating let me know 

Gav